In 2 days, I would reach my 30-day milestone. The first one I’ll need to reach. I would be lying to you if I told you my life was a walk in the park right now. Between physical pain and limitations and complications from one thing or another, and emotional and mental anguish because I’m so limited in what I’m allowed to do, I find myself falling apart. The journey doesn’t seem to get easier.
I saw someone at the clinic the other day. She’s 2 years post-transplant and she’s doing very well. She was so happy for me when she saw me. Except the only thing I could say to her was, “I’m so tired…” as I was being wheeled away in my wheelchair. They were going to give me fluids as I was dehydrated. I felt better afterwards.
The eating is still a struggle – too hard and the food will make me have stomach pains. Too soft and there’s no progress, like Ensure. Please help me with this one God!
My biggest wish right now is to get to my 100 day milestone. If you could all pray that the next 60 days or so will fly by event free, that would be the most awesome. That is when I get to go home, I mean really go home, not this prison of a place I call “home” now. I want to finally see people and most of all, my furry babies after so long. I miss them so much. Please, please, please God, let the next 60 days or so be as uneventfree and as quick as possible. Thank you Lord!